Monday, June 22, 2009

flashbacks

In order to make some sense out of this Iboga trip I've decided to write out the different dreams / memories from the trip. I have to explain that in the trip they felt like they were in real time. So each memory or dream would've been anywhere from a day to a week in a lifetime. It was like getting transported to different lives which were all relevant and important. There were a few occasions where I understood I had been away from another dream and therefore thought I understood linear time. But nothing is linear with Iboga. You only think it is. When I would wake up in the Netherlands in this reality I would think that I had missed great deals of time and be worried that I missed my flight home. When in true time I had just been in the trip for a day in total. Basically time, space and reality melt into the subconscious but the conscious is present to transcribe the experience. Very fucking cool. Very fucking confusing.

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